Everyone else is doing it so I thought my 3 and a half watchers would be interested.
WAY BACK IN THE DAY, I made an account.
This account existed from 2005-2007 and wasn't all that important to me.
This account posted mainly nothing, terrible, terrible embarrassments.
In 2008 I started posting sanic related art, some of it was drawn by me, and some of it was drawn by others. I'd post some examples but you might as well just throw up in a glass of water and use that for an accurate reference.
In 2009 I created an account called ViliTheHedgehog on Youtube and began socializing more often as a hopes to boost my own confidence and my personality and presence online in a community that I affiliated with at the time.
came about in 2010
This was my overall most successful account because I knew a lot of people and had a lot of friends at the time. I made this account late in the year, during summer. I met a lot of interesting people, Most of which have changed their deviantart username, but
were among some of my closest and relevant friends. An exception, my best fwiend being
. We talked every day and spent most of our time together.
As 2010 progressed I met a lot more interesting people who have helped me throughout the past get over some difficulties I faced emotionally, which I do not face, or wish to face anymore since I've matured out of that stage. I've had a lot of loving relationships with people that I've truly cared about. Needless to say, I was a bit of a disrespectful manwhore and I was really interested in the number of relationships I had rather than the emotional, and deep connection that I've shared with them. My greatest relationship was with
because we got along so well. Unfortunately I treated her like shit and now we've both moved on with our lives. We're close, and good friends, and even to this day we remain as such. I've met a lot of others and got to know some enemies that I had, and learned to be their friend.
to name a few.. many of who I no longer talk to anymore.
In 2011 I decided to change my entire main character and create a new one named Skyth. Based off of an oldsk00l RP that I did with an old lady, I decided to make the character into my own. During this year I experimented the most with a lot of my own personal issues. I started dating people who were less like me in the attempts to be considered normal by my peers. I also decided to go against my own beliefs and values and critize people and 'troll' them for no reason. I became somewhat of an asshole. I created an account called
which was more of an open interpretation of my sexuality. I focused mainly on my gay half and feminine half of my personality to surround myself with people I felt more comfortable around. I eventually gave this up a few months later and went with a new character called Vitex. I deleted the account now, but back then it was just a cute little fennec fox full of rainbows and colors, I never used him much, but shit, was the little nigga kawaii. miss u bb.
Couples months down the road, Nearing the end of 2011, and the first couple months of 2012, I started with this character called "Sin the Jackal". This character was mostly a darker representation of myself and really wasn't that interesting, I wasn't big on the feminine gay sexuality shit that I used to be and thought it was time to mature, as a result I decided to make this character. However showing my generosity and support for the community I began opening up and showing them that I did care about others more often than some would suggest. I've given out 56 free, premium memberships to random individuals because they requested it. This was a good year, and also a very upsetting one for me since despite all the advantages to being generous, I never had many good, loyal, personal friends. Those who I have mentioned earlier already stopped talking to me and mentioning me in any way. Ironically I still think of them and the past we had. Good times.
As we got further into 2012 rolled around I decided to make the most out of this year, and the most out of my life. I gave up on everything sonic related entirely. I no longer wanted to be a part of the sonic fan community, I wanted to be a part of the furry community. For that I am grateful, I started making threads on this board on this site, I never had a fursona to call my own at the time so I started going about as this "Grape" personality. Mostly Grape was just my icon picture and my name on Skype a lot because during this time I was a big fan of the webcomic "Housepets!" by
. And Grape was my waifu ugu desu kawaii ne x33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333!!!!!!!!!!!!1111eight. Almost everyone I know online now calls me Grape. And only a couple bother to call me "Doctor".
Also there's been a lot of gore porn involving Grape.
A lot of it.
A fair amount.
Apologies to
RickGriffin. But it was funny.
Ironically this year (2012) was one of my best. I made a lot of money working full time at my first real job, and was even starting interviews and exchanging interviews with people that worked with entertainment companies like Universal Studios and Sony Pictures. I was really interested in becoming a producer for Music at first. I own my own drums, electric, acoustic, and bass guitars, my own synths, preamps, compressors, and learned a bit of track scratching. I started remixing songs and creating my own music, posted under an anonymous name on a certain website, I made a lot of friends that were interested in the same thing. I thought this was a neat idea to go with, however, as much as I loved music, I didn't think becomming
As 2013 rolled around I started becoming more interested in furry art, hence this account. "Shadowprints" which is now a few years old, now hosts many pictures of my own fursona and character. The design is what I'm satisfied with right now and people like
and
are to thank for the inspiration to have something to go by rather than just "that one faggot on the internet, fuck him."
In 2013 I signed a contract with Universal Studios granting me the sum of $83,742.00. The money was used to pay for education and living expenses over the next few years. The contract expires in 2018. Within these next few years I've determined myself to succeed in my last year of school. I graduated with the highest marks I've ever had, and have recieved graduatory awards and have even been invited back this year in 2014 to give a speech on determination and success after school.
After the summer of 2013 I went back to school for a full year to upgrade my courses in the hopes of making myself look better. I learned this year that it's possible to push your limits, and exceed your own opinion of yourself no matter how you may feel. There's always a way to succeed doing what you love, and you can always gain something from the determination and willpower. I've gained tons of friends, so many that I can't even remember all of their names off the top of my head. I'm greatful for everyone that i've met, and while all of my deviantart friends are gone, I've gained much more of a real life social interaction with others, as well as an online interaction with those who are also furfags.
During 2014 I went to Universal City in California and spent an entire week at Universal Studios watching them work on currently unreleased films. (Straight outta compton and Pitch Perfect 2). I learned a lot from directing, writing, sound directing, and more. I've decided to continue down this path and hope that the reward at the end is great. I'm looking forward to my own future. I'm now 19 years old, live on my own, a soon to be uncle, and a hopefully soon to be associate or executive producer.
I'm curious as to where I'll be in the next 10 or so years, and I hope it's somewhere not coked out in the back of an alley sucking cocks for my next meal..
although that doesn't sound too bad. It's pretty easy work.
THIS IS MY GRAVEYARD OF PEOPLE WHO I HAVE NOT TALKED TO IN OVER A YEAR TO THREE YEARS..
or those who are not my friends anymore. And probably won't ever be again. bitch ass niggas.There are tons more, but I don't really remember any of them. As I said, many have changed their usernames and even if they hadn't, I haven't talked to them in a while.
Either way, thanks to all of you regardless of your current standing or opinion of me. In my opinion meeting many of you has helped me get to where I am today, and that could result in a lifetime of success. Whether we had bad times, or good times, they both benefit to my well being and success.
And now, I plan to continue working in the field of entertainment and maybe you'll see my big ol' name roll by some credits some day. I cannot fuckin' wait.
Future pls hurry